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I have been struggling to settle into a routine ever since we moved to California four (holy cow, four?!)
months ago. It's been difficult to start from scratch, in a new house,
new "job" (the quotes are only because while I consider it a job, I do
not get paid except in kisses, which are non-taxable so that's okay),
new state, new region... Yeah. I have so many goals and thoughts
swirling through my brain of things I thought I could do with this new
life, that it's hard finding the time for all of them. So hard, in
fact, that some days I don't find the time for any of them, simply
because I don't even know where to start. To make things even more
challenging, there are several extenuating factors that I have to work
around from day to day and month to month. Some days my husband (J)
needs a nap when he comes home from work, some days he doesn't. Some
weeks we have my daughter (E), some days her dad (D) does. E has
recently phased out naps (which makes the days longer, but bedtime oh so
much easier). But I've decided it's time for me to accept those factors
as a challenge and surmount them, and to come up with a workable
routine so that I don't feel so lost every day. The best way for me to
do that is to write about it, so here goes.
This is a
list of the things (swirly-whirling around in my head) that I would like
to accomplish (be it daily, weekly, monthly, what have you):
1. Homeschool.
E was going to a pretty awesome daycare/preschool back in Nebraska, and
she's gotten so smart, so I didn't want her to lose that while we were
out here. I decided that homeschooling was the best option, so I've been
trying to learn how to go about it in a way that works for us. Some
days are awesome, some days are pure hell, and some days we don't do it at all. Plus I can't do school with her when she is with her dad
(although he does his best to work with her because we have the same
goals for her education). So while this is something solid that I can
base a schedule around (when I have her, anyway), I don't always do it.
Shame on me.
2. Running the household
(keeping it clean and functioning). J is going through a pretty
stressful time out here with work, so he doesn't have a lot of time or
energy to devote
to helping clean/ go grocery shopping/ etc. (though he is always more
than happy to). I also don't want to spend the minimal amount of
together-time we get on cleaning. So I, willingly and happily, have taken
over that set of responsibilities as the stay-at-home mom/wife. However.
This does not always happen on a daily basis. My cleaning/me time used
to happen during E's naps. Now that she is no longer taking them, I can
either clean: during the day, which means finding something to keep her
occupied while I do so, and also less time to spend actively engaging
with her; OR when J gets home from work, which means she is occupied
(and supervised) but it's less time I get to spend with the both of them
(and this will only work on the days he doesn't need a nap after work);
OR after E and J both go to bed (although I hardly ever get anything
done at that time of day because that's my new me time and who wants to
clean at 10 o'clock at night? I'd rather just watch tv until I get
tired).
3. Decorating the house (with things we
already own or things I want to buy/thrift). Not much else to say about
this. I just want our house (as temporary as it may be) to feel like a
home and look nice. We already have everything we need, plus a lot of
the stuff we want, it's just so fun to find (and even better: thrift)
new things to mix it up. There are so many holes that I want to fill in
the decor, but that will never get done by the time we leave here. What
I've done so far has already improved the hominess factor so much, it
might be time to just let this one go.
4. Curating my wardrobe.
As I've said, I went from working mama to stay at home mama (in a
climate I'm not used to), so a new wardrobe was a must. Well, not
completely new, but better suited to my new lifestyle. I've done a
decent job of getting rid of unwanted things over the last few months,
and replacing them with things that work better with this new life. It's
not 100% yet, but I'm happy with where it is now and I really don't need anything
else, plus we're trying to save as much money as possible while we're
out here, so it might be best to let this one go (at least for the time
being) as well.
5. Cooking/baking. I've always been
a pretty good baker, but I've only recently gotten better at cooking.
Most noticeably since we got out here, now that I can start dinner
whenever I need to instead of relying on takeout or something super
quick once I get home from work. I want to continue improving my skills
in both departments, and also focus more on eating healthier/fresher. I
no longer have to rely on fast food or processed frozen meals in order
to feed my family, so I would like to get better at cooking from scratch
and take advantage of the FABULOUS and cheap produce that is available
to me out here. I've come a long way, but I still have a long way to go.
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| rosemary olive oil bread |
6. Socializing E/ myself.
E thrived at her preschool. She had friends, she was learning to share
and not hit or be selfish. It was wonderful. Now that J and I are pretty
much the only people she's sees daily unless I do something about it, I
need to do something about it. I also left behind family and some
pretty awesome friends (one of whom is my best friend, and E was best
friends with her kids), so I need to work on making new ones since
again, E and J are the only people I see on a daily basis unless I do
something about it. While I love my family, I get pretty lonely,
especially during the time when it's just me and the dog awake in the
house. I love my dog, but he's not the greatest conversationalist.
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| at the playground |
7. Exercising
(right now, predominantly training for a 10k). I enjoy exercising. For
the most part. I like how it makes me feel and I could honestly stand to
lose a few more pounds (though I am currently down 20 lbs from where I
was a year ago). I used to exercise during her naps (again with those
pesky naps). So now when do I exercise? Do I wake up before she does
(for the record, I am NOT a morning person)? Do I exercise when she's
awake and just find something for her to do (see #2)? Do I exercise
after J comes home from work, or after everyone is in bed? The problem
with this is the same as the problem with cleaning. When do I do it? So I
usually don't. Even though I need and want to.
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| from the first day I made it to the 10k mark |
I
decided the first step is probably paring down the things I'd like to
accomplish to those most necessary either to living or to my sanity.
Based on that, my days/ weeks will now be focused on the following:
- Homeschool. Education. It's important. The end.
- Cooking/baking. Gotta eat to live. Plus I truly enjoy it: it's a hobby and a form of self-expression. Two birds, one stone: I get to keep myself and my family alive (good for everyone), and I get to do something I enjoy (good for my sanity).
- Socializing. E and I will probably kill each other at some point if I don't at least try to do this, so it stays. Plus this is one of the easiest things to keep in the schedule: we have recently started taking walks every day (weather permitting) to the big playground about half a mile from our house. As long as we go at the same time every day (after lunch), maybe we'll run into the same kids and moms on a semi-regular basis and make some friends. At the very least, it gets us out of the house (plus some exercise!).
- Which brings us to Exercise. I already signed up for the 10K so at the very least I need to keep training for that. After that, maybe if I try working little workouts in throughout the day instead of dedicating one big chunk of time to it, it will be easier to accomplish. I would definitely like to work this back into the routine.
- Running the household. Someone's gotta do it, and I honestly don't mind. I just need to get creative about when it gets done. I can do this.
Also, the number one most important thing I need to do in order to feel like I can keep up a routine: waking up and going to bed at the same time every day. I'm terrible at this right now, but I know it will help immensely in the long run.
Sorry
for the length/word-heaviness of this post, but it honestly really
helped to put this all down in words. I just need to let go of the less
important things and admit that I can't do it all.
Stay at home moms: do you have any advice or tips on how you establish and keep a routine in your household?
